Better, But Not Better

The pain in my lower back decided to travel south to my arthritic right knee. Lovely, isn’t it? Granted, I’m not suffering with pain in my lower back, but now I’m hobbling everywhere. Ugh. I can’t win. The silver lining is that my heating pad is arriving today. It amazes me that things are being delivered on a Sunday. But, ya know what? At least my heating pad is arriving today. *does happy dance*

In other news, I am getting back into gaming. I played WoW for a few hours, as well as a few hours in EQ2. As long as it keeps me occupied and keeps me from dwelling on the upcoming winter season, then all the better. You see, not only do I have clinical depression, but every fall (late fall to be exact) and every winter, my depression worsens because of the lack of light (seasonal affective disorder). Because of that, my interest in gaming starts to suffer. All the things I love just seems to suck. I want to lay in bed and sleep all day. And as an adult, I have to adult. And ya know what? Adulting sucks when your depression worsens. Adulting sucks anyway, but depression just sucks every ounce of energy out of your body. Just getting out of bed seems like a huge effort. Yup.


Thank god

My pain has gone for now, due to Neurontin. Thank fucking god. If it weren’t for Neurontin, I’d be sitting here in pain like usual. So, my plan is this: if the pain comes back, take another pill.

In other news, I think I’m getting back into posting and such. Yay for me!

Man, I remember I used to have a huge following. And then suddenly I stopped blogging for some odd reason. However, I do hope I write more regularly and gain more followers and such.


Pain, pain, pain, pain… Ugh

The past few days have been torture, torture, torture. I originally was on an antibiotic for an ear infection. A few days in, my lower back starts to kill me out of nowhere. And now? Oh, my god. I can’t even lay in bed without wanting to scream. I can barely sleep, I can barely do anything. Laying on my left side sort of relieves some of the pain, laying on my right side just intensifies it. Forget about laying on my back directly. I ordered a heating pad from Amazon, so we’ll see how that goes.

I can’t find any relief. I don’t even know why my lower back is flaring up. Is it because of the antibiotics? Is it because of PMS (and yeah, it’s that time of the month)? Both are known to cause lower back pain; either directly or indirectly. The pain is so intense that sometimes I just want to die rather than continue suffering in pain.

In other news, I can’t wait until this goddamn election is over and done with. I am so fucking goddamn tired of seeing all these political ads on television. I’m already determined whom I’m voting for, why do I need to be bombarded with political ads so close to election time? The more I see them, the more I want to throw my T.V. out the window. Perhaps it’s my pain that’s making me so goddamn agitated. Who knows?

What do you think?

My Return to Blogging!

Hello, my darlings! I am returning to blogging. I have so much on my mind and I want to share it with the world. Granted, what I have to say may be unimportant, but alas, I don’t give 2 shits. Ha.

Anywho, expect some posts in the near future. Ok? Okay. ❤

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*le sigh*

ImageI was playing some World of Warcraft last night. I happen to go pass Goldshire, which is always filled with perverts, guys who play girl toons to get with other guys, blah blah blah. So, there’s these 2 people playing bears. They’re literally saying what they’re doing in public. Like, “I’m cumming in your ass.” Gawd, buncha sexual deviants on that server. 😉


I recently started playing World of Warcraft again. Out of sheer boredom. I’m actually really starting to enjoy it this time. Instead of being bored and not knowing what to do anymore, I actually read some game guides and now I’m having a super time! Here’s my level 51 pally.


Noisey Peoples!

So, ever since moving to this new neighborhood, I have heard nothing but people arguing outside of their houses. It’s entertaining and annoying at the same time. Entertaining in that I get to hear all kinds of juicy shit that goes on in their lives. It gets annoying when I’m trying to have a relaxing night trying to read a book or enjoy a TV show and some shmuck outside is doing nothing but arguing. C’mon people, get some fucking class. If you’re going to argue, take it inside. No one wants to hear your bullshit!

In other news, instead of heading to Drexel to finish out my bachelor degree in psychotherapy, I’m forced to go to Temple. Why? Because those pricks at Drexel want $54,000 a year (which, in order to get my bachelor’s, I have to do 2 more years, resulting in $108,000 in debts). Temple is $14,000 for 1 year. Drexel was my dream school. Better education, but unfortunately the price tag reflects it. When I found out that my financial aid wouldn’t cover the full cost, I was super pissed. *sigh* Oh well, life is full of disappointments. Might as well learn this now, then later.