So, here I am. Not writing in 2 months. I don’t even know why I stopped writing. Lack of interest? Apathy? Depression? Who knows.
I do know one thing, though. I have found some happiness in making videos for YouTube. Now, before I go on, I want to put this out there: the videos I make aren’t “normal” videos. These are videos that I make while being silly, perverted, disgusting, etc. I do them to shock people. And in that, I find it funny. It makes me happy. I look like utter shit in these videos and yet guys will still tell me that I’m hot and beautiful. Which leads me to believe that guys will fuck anything, as long as there’s a hole in it.
Oh well. Anyway, I promise to write more often. I have so many thoughts in my head.